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O God, I Beg Two Favours

From a devotional: Prov 30:7-8  O God, I beg two favors from you; let me have them before I die.   First, help me never to tell a lie.  Second, give me neither poverty nor riches! Give me just enough to satisfy my needs.  Psalms 23… I shall not want…also comes to mind… A clean slate… A new year… …

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I Don’t Want to Adult

Today marks 2 years since my last admission ended… Major medication changes… It took many months to get to the right combo but it was well on its way… I had to trust my psych that he knew what he was doing…  With God it’s the same thing… I have to trust Him… Picture a …

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Hello God… It’s About Time

Hello God – Integrity

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Integrity How To Lesson

INTEGRITY… My new theme idea, goal, challenge, blue chip at CR… So what is integrity? This word that God has laid strongly on my heart? Definition of Integrity: “The quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness.” “S/he is known to be a person of integrity S/he is known to be a …

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Nudges

My sweet pooch, Ivory, would love to play outside all day except on really raining days… Unfortunately for her she needs to be with someone to watch her and my life gets in her way… But when it’s time to do what must be “done” she gives me a nudges with her nose and until …

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Love and Like and Billy Graham

There have been days where I have loved some people but not liked them… my love doesn’t shrink… As I watch from a distance my heart sorrows for them… From today’s devotions: “Loving God and living fully for Him are not necessarily synonymous…” I’m human… imperfect… I still have a piece of that fruit stuck …

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Not Always or Every & God Sees

BPD people want to be needed. How I dealt with this.

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Out of the Blue

I’m finding that the brain is still such a mystery… ok – not a big surprise really – but still… just when I thought I was starting to understand and maybe gain a bit of control… WHAM!! Suicidal thoughts come out of the blue…. I was driving with friends and the car slid a bit …

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Waves

The waves come and they hit me… Sometimes they build quickly other times more gradually but I notice… There are no words to describe it accurately and if you understand without my feeble attempt then you have my utmost sympathy… It’s like I suddenly find myself at the edge of a cliff and from out …

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