Tag Archives: life sucking

I Don’t Want to Adult

Today marks 2 years since my last admission ended… Major medication changes… It took many months to get to the right combo but it was well on its way… I had to trust my psych that he knew what he was doing…  With God it’s the same thing… I have to trust Him… Picture a …

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Hello God… It’s About Time

Hello God – Integrity

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Nudges

My sweet pooch, Ivory, would love to play outside all day except on really raining days… Unfortunately for her she needs to be with someone to watch her and my life gets in her way… But when it’s time to do what must be “done” she gives me a nudges with her nose and until …

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If Only

I’m currently doing the 12-step program Celebrate Recovery offers. It’s actually my third time. Every time I do there’s always something more that God can work on with me. We’re dealing with the lesson on POWERLESS – an acrostic on how we really need to depend on God and for God’s help with the issue… …

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Routines, Jesus & Spirals

My Christian routine has been off lately… Hubby retired, living in a new place, family needs… new commitments, times of sharing with friends, other personal trials… oh – don’t forget that I still deal with Mental Health Issues – and the cherry on the top – a brain injury… (the coconut – ADHD) I NEED …

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Not Always or Every & God Sees

BPD people want to be needed. How I dealt with this.

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Waves

The waves come and they hit me… Sometimes they build quickly other times more gradually but I notice… There are no words to describe it accurately and if you understand without my feeble attempt then you have my utmost sympathy… It’s like I suddenly find myself at the edge of a cliff and from out …

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