Tag Archives: anxiety

Learning to Learn & Coconuts

God’s will… something as a Christian I strive to do… I really do want to… I try to seek out His plan for me… and then when I think I have it – I try to do it… and many times fail. As someone with mental health issues it can be very overwhelming. My anxiety …

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Not Always or Every & God Sees

BPD people want to be needed. How I dealt with this.

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Buster Keaton, Brother Lawrence & Popcorn

January 9. 2017 Sometimes it seems like nothing goes wrong and I have a perfect day… key work SOMETIMES – usually scant and far a few (where did that saying from come – far a few?) I’m usually good at seeing the bigger things in life – the trees in the forest – and mostly …

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God Never Wastes A Hurt

This past weekend I spent time watching videos by Chonda Pierce  – she is the Queen of Clean and rated as the top funny woman… and she is hilarious… she takes everyday life and adds a comedic twist to it. She is also an advocate for mental health issues and is very open about her own …

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Walt Disney – “Life is a harsh sentence…”

How Celebrate Recovery agrees with Walt Disney

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Time…

It’s been over a year since my last post… a lot can happen in a year… and in some ways time can seem to stand still… I’m not where I was a year ago… I am closer to God again… and I’m enjoying that… I have a better support system in place… and I’ve needed …

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Home again & the journey continues…

I was released from the psych ward last Friday… some old meds removed – some new meds added… other meds tweak… and I feel better – I feel okay – no use of PRNs since my release… I know I’m not ready to go back to work just yet… I need to build up to …

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From Extrovert to Introvert

A few months ago,  say November,  anyone who knows me would have classified me as an extrovert… Since my depression and anxiety have hit I am very much the opposite…  So what has changed,  other than brain chemistry? From personal insight I would say that I’ve put up a wall partly for personal protection and …

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Flickering Flame

For the past week I’ve been an inpatient at our local hospital…  In the psych ward…  Major med adjustments…  Tonight hubby will pick me up on a weekend pass…  Next week towards the end of the week I should be released…  Then the next phase of this journey will continue…  Trying to establish a daily …

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Duck season or Wabbit season?

Did anxiety come first or did depression? One thing I know is that they like to play together and play fiendish pranks…  It reminds me of Bugs Bunny arguing with Duffy Duck over who was the target for Elmer Fudd… Bugs Bunny Clip Some days you wake up and depression has decided to take most …

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