Category Archives: Time

Underneath the trappings we’re decaying

Revelations and Mental Health

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Reality vs Thoughts

It’s easy to write from this side of the screen and have ideological thoughts about how life is lived and everything is peachy-keen and then get up from the keyboard and have life smack me right in the face… Now to those people who know me in real life… say, laugh, raise your eyebrows, look …

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Mental Health and Faith

One of my all time favorite pastors is Chuck Swindoll… He preaches with humor and eloquence, love and truth while showing me who God really, that God He loves me and then Chuck guides me to know God better… In a recent email Chuck talks about endearing faith… And it’s totally CR (to me at …

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For Such a Time as This, Ester & CR

The book of Ester reads more like a fairytale than any other books of the Bible… there is a beautiful Queen, King, hero and a villain… but twisted plot where God shows himself… It’s a good read… Queen Ester  But this story isn’t a fairytale… It’s real life… I’ll skip to a later part in …

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Not Always or Every & God Sees

BPD people want to be needed. How I dealt with this.

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Buster Keaton, Brother Lawrence & Popcorn

January 9. 2017 Sometimes it seems like nothing goes wrong and I have a perfect day… key work SOMETIMES – usually scant and far a few (where did that saying from come – far a few?) I’m usually good at seeing the bigger things in life – the trees in the forest – and mostly …

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Downsizing or Upsizing

Dear hubby is nearing his retirement day… simply put… he’s finally found his body just can’t perform like it did 10years. His ambition’s and dreams are those of a youthful 20 year old. He has the skill and knowledge of a 40 year old, but the body of an 80 year old.  One of his …

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Year 3

Three years ago today, January 3, 2014, was the first day I realized I was in serious trouble. January 3 – I recall answering a simple question out loud and then saying internally “they have no idea I want to kill myself” This wasn’t just dealing with the blues where I took medication for 6 …

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Jan 1st, Hummer & Civic 

January 1st. The day we all make promises and goals and by February 1st…  yah… The holidays of saying happy thoughts are over… people are not in touch… the promise of getting together drifts off… And while fading away is socially acceptable… for people struggling with mental health it can be devastating… their “happy” chemicals …

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Walt Disney – “Life is a harsh sentence…”

How Celebrate Recovery agrees with Walt Disney

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