Monthly Archives: January, 2017

Buster Keaton & Brother Lawrence

Sometimes it seems like nothing goes wrong and I have a perfect day… key work SOMETIMES – usually scant and far a few (where did that saying from come – far a few?) I’m usually good at seeing the bigger things in life – the trees in the forest – and mostly it is the …

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Learning to Learn & Coconuts

God’s will… something as a Christian I strive to do… I really do want to… I try to seek out His plan for me… and then when I think I have it – I try to do it… and many times fail. As someone with mental health issues it can be very overwhelming. My anxiety …

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Not Always or Every & God Sees

BPD people want to be needed. How I dealt with this.

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Buster Keaton, Brother Lawrence & Popcorn

January 9. 2017 Sometimes it seems like nothing goes wrong and I have a perfect day… key work SOMETIMES – usually scant and far a few (where did that saying from come – far a few?) I’m usually good at seeing the bigger things in life – the trees in the forest – and mostly …

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A Little of This, A Hard “That” & Stallions

God has been confirming where my ministry is… it is to women with mental health issues just like me. And that I will be in the trenches with them… for now at least, the physical healing has not been granted. I still deal with fatigue and down days. I have my network of accountability partners …

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Downsizing or Upsizing

Dear hubby is nearing his retirement day… simply put… he’s finally found his body just can’t perform like it did 10years. His ambition’s and dreams are those of a youthful 20 year old. He has the skill and knowledge of a 40 year old, but the body of an 80 year old.  One of his …

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Year 3

Three years ago today, January 3, 2014, was the first day I realized I was in serious trouble. January 3 – I recall answering a simple question out loud and then saying internally “they have no idea I want to kill myself” This wasn’t just dealing with the blues where I took medication for 6 …

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Jan 1st, Hummer & Civic 

January 1st. The day we all make promises and goals and by February 1st…  yah… The holidays of saying happy thoughts are over… people are not in touch… the promise of getting together drifts off… And while fading away is socially acceptable… for people struggling with mental health it can be devastating… their “happy” chemicals …

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